I know what you may be thinking my little dust mites, but I haven't failed you yet. I have been going back and forth to the doctor for about two weeks now and I was in no mood to write. There is some good news though, I don't know if I told you this but I lost 8 pounds then gain it back and then lost it again. I started at 238 and I am (drum roll) at 233 point something. I am so happy to see that I lost weight. I mean yeah it's a scrawny five pounds but come on it's something right?
     Now I have no problem with the doctor  and I am getting use to needles but god the one I had yesterday hurt. I mean first it looked like a sewing machine needle was going in my arm and it hurt too. Of course I had to keep my cool and not show any emotion but after it was all done my arm hurt worse than the needle. Which is weird because that has never happen to me before, normally it's a pinch and then a tiny bit of pain but that all, not this. And I got my new glasses which is like a breeze when ever I am looking through them. I mean any more and these glasses would be looking through walls that how clear I can see. So now I don't have to squint when I am looking at stuff and I won't have as many headaches.
      Any who, it is getting colder here and I am really loving it, I am so over summer and I am looking to see the fall and winter. I think the reason why I love the winter so much is, I get to see stuff that doesn't happen in my house. I get to see people enjoy their family and enjoy time with each other, I like the feeling I get when you walk out side and everyone doesn't seem to be unhappy. Even the smell is different when you go to places or see people's homes. I think also the big reason is I don't celebrate the holidays and I don't have family that comes to see me my sister and my parents. I like to see others have something and enjoy it, actually want it when so many don't appreciate what they have. It's okay though I mean I may not get physical present but I love the gift of watching others enjoy their families company and the gift of having my mom dad and sister. I know my mom and dad work hard to give us stuff but they should also should enjoy a holiday too. Who knows what will happen this year, I am just loving the winter coming.
     OKAY enough with the soap opera, I just thought that would be cool to share with my sexy little dust mites. Any way talk to you later dudes. bye!